He's doing that because he is content. Bee, you have given him so much - joy, companionship, the most wonderfully dedicated care when he became sick. Please try to make this last day special - give him some favourite foods, talk and sing to him, let him do all the things he isn't allowed to. I'm pretty sure Leia has a bucket list of all the things she'd like to eat but I don't let her.He's trying to grind his beak
I loved that you played him your song! I'm so very sorry about all of this, that you are going through. He seems so content because he may understand you are sad but still lovingly helping him tomorrow. I know you have twisted emotions about this being time but it sounds like it is, sadly. You are actually putting your happiness & emotions under his best interests. PLEASE, find some peace in this decision because it IS best for him. Only a great parent can do this for the innocent that can't speak for themselves.I played him our song. He chattered while I sobbed.
love me like there's no tomorrow/hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it/this is our last goodbye/and very soon it will be over/but today just love me like there's no tomorrow