I really believe that, I don't think Bea sent Cyd to me, I think the Dad did. I feel more connection to him, then Bea or Cyd. I still don't understand why Bea had to die I try and figure it out but I can't come up with one. I still don't know why she nearly died twice in surgery, only to die 3 days later Maybe I had to see that she, was suffering for me to feel okay with letting her go, maybe I needed the goodbye. I wish she didn't die, she was my little warm light in my heart, my best animal. The vet spent two overnights with her, trying to save her. The third night she called and asked how Bea was, the tech said, she thought she was okay, Bea meowed at her. That was her last word."So I made a deal with her Dad in my head, he can take care of Bea for me and I will take care of Cyd for him. "
That sentence broke me. <3
I am thinking that is why he is screaming, it didn't really dawn on me until yesterday.You know, Tuchis TAG is such a trouble maker and loves to cause chaos with the other birds...only certain ones, but he and Clancy CAG don't get along and I'm sure if Aspen CAG would ever be brave enough to venture out of his cage, Tuchis would make him a prime target too, but they all love to just chatter back and forth and one of the things that Tuchis loves to say over and over again is "CLANCY BIRD!" LOL! There's no doubt in my mind that the greys would miss each other if they didn't have each other to sit and chatter at and beep at!
I hope so, I look at it like I am honouring her Dad's life by making sure she is cared for and loved.I am certain Bea put Cyd in your path. Someone else to love who desperately needed someone after her daddy passed on. Bea knows you could love someone and since your home is so wonderful, she sent you Cyd. Clearly Cyd adores you already. This was meant to be.
I'm not much of a crier, so I'm not in the process of building Mount Tissue right now like many other people on this thread, but this is very touching.
I cry when I read it too. I had to write about Bea, before I could share this.Danita, I think you write very well...your words are full of emotion and from your heart. You have expressed so much telling us about Cyd. So many tears in this thread already - sadness for the loss of Bea and happiness for you and Cyd. I think we can all feel it
I could really feel the love she had her whole life, and it was very sad to me, that her future may not have the love she craved. So I made a deal with her Dad in my head, he can take care of Bea for me and I will take care of Cyd for him
Having a wonderful person step up and give our babies a loving, full life for as long as they can when we die... that means everything. the scary part is we can't be sure of it, save if a known family member/friend agrees beforehand.I really believe that, I don't think Bea sent Cyd to me, I think the Dad did. I feel more connection to him, then Bea or Cyd. I still don't understand why Bea had to die I try and figure it out but I can't come up with one. I still don't know why she nearly died twice in surgery, only to die 3 days later Maybe I had to see that she, was suffering for me to feel okay with letting her go, maybe I needed the goodbye. I wish she didn't die, she was my little warm light in my heart, my best animal. The vet spent two overnights with her, trying to save her. The third night she called and asked how Bea was, the tech said, she thought she was okay, Bea meowed at her. That was her last word.
Cyd's dad can now rest in peace knowing Cyd will be well cared for and loved. And Bea is sitting next to him saying, I told you she is the best.