Sylvester
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Yes, she was a cat, but please keep on reading.
I feel so sick as I write this post, sick in my heart, sick in my soul.
I lost the most beautiful beings I have ever known. Jeff was her name, and she was a 15 pound Tabby Cat with a wild exotic face in the likes that I have never seen before. She came into my life seven years ago.
I noticed a raggedy tabby cat in my backyard, and thought to myself that this old tom cat has come here to die. I started feeding him which was not easy since he was so wary of every step I made. I literally had to leave the food and milk, and walk away saying: "I won't' bother you any." We got physically closer every few days. Five months I could reach out and touch him, and it scared him. The next day I held out my hand to him, he sniffed it, and then jumped up on his hind feet to bump my hand with his head. We were finally friends, and neither one of us looked back.
Well, I soon discovered that Jeff was a she, but the name stuck. Every night she would greet my car, come inside for a bite to eat, cuddle,, and play. She was a huge cat with an equally size love for life. She would come to nobody else, which I guess made me feel very special. During bad weather she would always sleep inside.
When I got my kitten, Darby, none of my cats would play with him, except Jeff. She nurtured him.
I would tell her every night as I let her out that neither of us goes without the other. I was in a hurry on Friday night and forgot to tell her that or even that I loved her. That was the last time I saw her.
I found her in my shed this morning. I will have an autopsy done tomorrow, and I am so scared of what will be found. Please God, don't let her have suffered in any pain or have died from the hands of another. I couldn't bear the thought her being hurt. Please let it be of natural causes.
Jeff, why did you leave me, you and I made a promise to one another. I don't know how I can go on without you. You broke my heart, Jeff. Why didn't you come back to say goodbye?
I never even took a photo of her. I told myself that if I found her that I would.
I failed you, my warm and wonderful friend, and I am so so sorry.
I feel so sick as I write this post, sick in my heart, sick in my soul.
I lost the most beautiful beings I have ever known. Jeff was her name, and she was a 15 pound Tabby Cat with a wild exotic face in the likes that I have never seen before. She came into my life seven years ago.
I noticed a raggedy tabby cat in my backyard, and thought to myself that this old tom cat has come here to die. I started feeding him which was not easy since he was so wary of every step I made. I literally had to leave the food and milk, and walk away saying: "I won't' bother you any." We got physically closer every few days. Five months I could reach out and touch him, and it scared him. The next day I held out my hand to him, he sniffed it, and then jumped up on his hind feet to bump my hand with his head. We were finally friends, and neither one of us looked back.
Well, I soon discovered that Jeff was a she, but the name stuck. Every night she would greet my car, come inside for a bite to eat, cuddle,, and play. She was a huge cat with an equally size love for life. She would come to nobody else, which I guess made me feel very special. During bad weather she would always sleep inside.
When I got my kitten, Darby, none of my cats would play with him, except Jeff. She nurtured him.
I would tell her every night as I let her out that neither of us goes without the other. I was in a hurry on Friday night and forgot to tell her that or even that I loved her. That was the last time I saw her.
I found her in my shed this morning. I will have an autopsy done tomorrow, and I am so scared of what will be found. Please God, don't let her have suffered in any pain or have died from the hands of another. I couldn't bear the thought her being hurt. Please let it be of natural causes.
Jeff, why did you leave me, you and I made a promise to one another. I don't know how I can go on without you. You broke my heart, Jeff. Why didn't you come back to say goodbye?
I never even took a photo of her. I told myself that if I found her that I would.
I failed you, my warm and wonderful friend, and I am so so sorry.