No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO!
I'm am devastated for you JT
I can't believe it happened to your Eloy
I'm soo sorry for your loss
The grave site and memorial area you made him is beautiful
Please don't make any big decisions in the coming days and weeks. Just love on Akela and cry. Put one foot in front of the other. One day at a time.