Hello, I'm still learning how this forum works so I'm sorry if this thread is in the wrong place.
For the last three days I've been suffering from something I can only call heartbreak. Three days ago I was taken to a store called Northside Ranch, Pet & Garden Center and I saw a white cockatoo (I think an umbrella cockatoo) in a cage that was only just big enough to not be cruel to the bird. There was a macaw in an equally small cage right next to it. There are no toys in the cage, and both birds have turned to self-mutilation.
There are a few perches and ALL of them were sandpaper perches. Their food and water dishes were on the bottom of the cage, which isn't a big deal but in my opinion it's pretty unsanitary.
These birds were so skinny I could see the bones on their chests and they'd torn off all the feathers on their wings.
Worse, they were on a seed and rainbow-pellet diet. (I've only heard from Birdtricks that the rainbow pellets are bad, so not sure how true it is) Mostly their bowls were full of sunflower seeds and nuts.
It was such a horrible sight!
I'm dying to go back and take the birds out of that awful environment, but I don't know if that's even the right thing to do! I went to their website and they have a beautiful picture of the cockatoo from five years ago, and a picture of a beautiful scarlet macaw from two years ago. They were so gorgeous and healthy that I can hardly believe they are the same birds I saw just the other day! I don't think anyone will ever take those poor birds out of there. They've waited too long already! I'm mostly worried about the macaw's air sacs because I know that Old World birds can permanently damage their lungs with all their dust, and the birds are all in a tiny room full of rats, gerbils, bunnies, budgies, cockatiels, conures, ect. It goes on and on! And the smell is BAD!
Why I'm putting all this here is because I don't know if taking the macaw home is even the right thing to do! (I'm not sure I'm even able to take her here because I'm not exactly set up for it, but I'm DEFINITELY not ready for a cockatoo- the cockatoo tried to bite someone as I watched! Which is understandable but I can't take him home, very unfortunately. I have a better chance with the macaw, and I don't even know if I can take her/him.) I want to help, but if I take the macaw, won't she just be replaced and another macaw will be suffering the same? I can give her (or him) a better life, but there will just be another and that breaks my heart. But it also kills me to leave her/him there! What should I do? Would it even be right to try taking her home if I'm not ready for a big bird like that?
I've done a lot of research because I've wanted a macaw since I was little, so I'm sure I could figure it all out. I would certainly give her a better life than that store! But I don't know if it's right because there will just be another bird suffering in her place the second I take her out!
Please help if you can!
For the last three days I've been suffering from something I can only call heartbreak. Three days ago I was taken to a store called Northside Ranch, Pet & Garden Center and I saw a white cockatoo (I think an umbrella cockatoo) in a cage that was only just big enough to not be cruel to the bird. There was a macaw in an equally small cage right next to it. There are no toys in the cage, and both birds have turned to self-mutilation.

These birds were so skinny I could see the bones on their chests and they'd torn off all the feathers on their wings.

It was such a horrible sight!

Why I'm putting all this here is because I don't know if taking the macaw home is even the right thing to do! (I'm not sure I'm even able to take her here because I'm not exactly set up for it, but I'm DEFINITELY not ready for a cockatoo- the cockatoo tried to bite someone as I watched! Which is understandable but I can't take him home, very unfortunately. I have a better chance with the macaw, and I don't even know if I can take her/him.) I want to help, but if I take the macaw, won't she just be replaced and another macaw will be suffering the same? I can give her (or him) a better life, but there will just be another and that breaks my heart. But it also kills me to leave her/him there! What should I do? Would it even be right to try taking her home if I'm not ready for a big bird like that?
I've done a lot of research because I've wanted a macaw since I was little, so I'm sure I could figure it all out. I would certainly give her a better life than that store! But I don't know if it's right because there will just be another bird suffering in her place the second I take her out!

Please help if you can!