(first of all i'm sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language)
I'm a first time budgie owner. I have (had) two female budgies, Luna and Mia, in different cages one next to the other (they're not tamed).
Yesterday (the 20th) my budgie Mia passed away and I feel incredibly sad and guilty.
She was looking healthy and happy, despite not being tame, and she enjoyed playing with her toys and talking to Luna. One day, she decided she wasn't so afraid of my presence and started to pay attention to me. I got really excited to take my taming process "to the next level" and try to offer her some millet from outside the cage. I live in Argentina so there're not many bird supplies in pet stores, as a matter of fact, I've found only one pet store in the entire city that sells
imported millet spray so I bought it. She ate the millet happily and I was so excited to start bonding a little bit more with my bird but after two/three days of feeding her this product she got sick and died. Me, as a first time owner, have read so much about budgies and I realized the day before she died that she was sick but I don't know why I didn't do anything.. I guess it was because she tended to be very moddy and I guessed that was the reason why she wasn't paying attention to me, I thought she was tired that's why she's been taking so many naps, I thought she was cold (it has just started attummn here) that's why she was puffed up and so on..
It all happened so fast.
I can't help but think it could have been that the millet had something on it? maybe some sort of chemical or..? maybe I overfeed it? Luna, my other budgie looks healthy, nothing like how Mia was (I might still get her a check up just in case) and didn't eat the millet, probably because she was still a little bit more afraid of me than Mia to aproach my hand.
I can't shake the feeling that it was my fault, that I should have done something sooner. She passed away during the trip to the vet, I cried all the way back home. Still crying while typing this.
I just want to learn from my mistakes and be a better owner or "human budgie parent" for my remaning budgie. I feel so hearbroken I don't want her to go through the same thing.
If there's anyone who reads this, thank you so much and I'm sorry if it is too long.
RIP Mia, you're a little angel now. <3
I'm a first time budgie owner. I have (had) two female budgies, Luna and Mia, in different cages one next to the other (they're not tamed).
Yesterday (the 20th) my budgie Mia passed away and I feel incredibly sad and guilty.
She was looking healthy and happy, despite not being tame, and she enjoyed playing with her toys and talking to Luna. One day, she decided she wasn't so afraid of my presence and started to pay attention to me. I got really excited to take my taming process "to the next level" and try to offer her some millet from outside the cage. I live in Argentina so there're not many bird supplies in pet stores, as a matter of fact, I've found only one pet store in the entire city that sells
imported millet spray so I bought it. She ate the millet happily and I was so excited to start bonding a little bit more with my bird but after two/three days of feeding her this product she got sick and died. Me, as a first time owner, have read so much about budgies and I realized the day before she died that she was sick but I don't know why I didn't do anything.. I guess it was because she tended to be very moddy and I guessed that was the reason why she wasn't paying attention to me, I thought she was tired that's why she's been taking so many naps, I thought she was cold (it has just started attummn here) that's why she was puffed up and so on..
It all happened so fast.
I can't help but think it could have been that the millet had something on it? maybe some sort of chemical or..? maybe I overfeed it? Luna, my other budgie looks healthy, nothing like how Mia was (I might still get her a check up just in case) and didn't eat the millet, probably because she was still a little bit more afraid of me than Mia to aproach my hand.
I can't shake the feeling that it was my fault, that I should have done something sooner. She passed away during the trip to the vet, I cried all the way back home. Still crying while typing this.
I just want to learn from my mistakes and be a better owner or "human budgie parent" for my remaning budgie. I feel so hearbroken I don't want her to go through the same thing.
If there's anyone who reads this, thank you so much and I'm sorry if it is too long.
RIP Mia, you're a little angel now. <3