Wilhelmina

[hrafn]

My tiniest, tiniest baby suddenly passed away tonight.
Wilhelmina was my baby B.Smithi tarantula, just nearing two years old. I raised her from a speck so small you could barely see her, to a beautiful young sling as big as my pinkie nail, just starting to get her stripes.
I loved her so much. She was my baby.
She was supposed to live thirty years. She was supposed to get as big as my hand, jet black with beautiful orange bands. She was going to be beautiful. I love her so damn much.

I don't know what to do. I can't breathe. I can't bury her. I just keep holding onto the pill bottle that has been her home her whole life. I'm so lost. I'm broken. I'm shattered.

I'm so sorry, my Mina. I love you, I love you, I love you.

 

[camelotshadow]

 

[Mizzely]

Oh no, I am so sorry!

 

[taxidermynerd]

 

[rocky'smom]

So so sorry

 

[Shezbug]

I am sorry to hear of your loss.

 

[faislaq]

I'm sorry she is gone. She was a very lucky girl to have been so loved every day of her life.

 

[Tiel Feathers]

I’m so very sorry for your loss of Mina.

 

[camelotshadow]

I have a respect for spiders too! Its a shame after all that time she succumbed but guess they are not all that easy to raise...You did a great job...Pill bottle???

So Sorry!!!! Every creature great or small, 2. 4, 6 or 8 legs...they all count in this vast cosmosystem of life!

 

[Jas]

So sorry

 

[Sarahmoluccan]

I'm so sorry

 

[Icey]

sorry for your loss

 

[cassiesdad]

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Roam Free and Easy at the Bridge, Wilhelmina....

 

[expressmailtome]

I am sorry for your loss.

 

[SandraK]

I'm sorry for your loss

 

[Greencheek Lee]

Sorry for your loss.

 

[iamwhoiam]

Sorry for your loss.

 

[Birdbabe]

I'm so sorry .

 

[Erikalynnha]

Grieving never really ends it just gets easier to bear. Its normal to not know what to do, to feel stuck when sadness hits us. Take your time, that's all you can do. Maybe when you are ready you can plant some orange flowers with her. Marigolds or Daylilies or any other plant that would represent her beauty.

 

[BirdManDan]

Sorry for your loss!