That's a happy birdy right there.I can relate to the maybe I made a mistake or just feeling a bit down about my new family member. I had Nerd, a Maxi pionus, for 31 years and we became best friends and basically grew up together. When he finally left me in 2009 I was devastated and broke so family found me Lurch, another Maxi. He was not like Nerd at all except being a much bigger version of him. He was mad at the world, scared to death and quick to bite. I buckled down and worked with him and very slowly earned his trust and love. He still wasn't Nerd, he was Lurch, but he was now happy and was starting to be my best bud though he still would get grumpy and bite if I broke a rule. It only took a mere 5 years, then due to a dumb mistake he escaped at around year six last April. I climbed two trees and touched him once but after two days crows chased him away and haven't seen him since
Then I was offered Dobby, yet another Maxi when Momazons life took a turn and she could no longer keep him. She knew what I went through with Lurch and figured I'd make a perfect Dad for him, provided I was OK with getting another family member so soon. I said yes and Dobby is the most well socialized and gentle Maxi I have ever had. He is not Nerd, or Lurch, just a similar package. He is also a wild boy and loves to zip around and chew stuff, get treats, and hang out with my sister, his chosen one.
He is also very happy and I'll work with him and see if he can decide I'm acceptable for more then giving treats, stepping up, and the occasional rescue. He doesn't hate me, or anyone else he meets so far but sister and he have that special bond. If I had said I don' think I'm ready for this with any of my birds that would have been a great loss for both of us as different as they all were. Nerd just plain loved and fully trusted me and I him. He would very gently preen my eye lids, finger wrestle, and hang out getting treats and scritches. Lurch learned to mostly trust and love me and would fly after me any time I left the room at the end. But he was also grumpy and made me earn everything I got from him with lots of time, patience, and bite dodging. Dobby was like OK this is my new flock and Mom taught me to be nice and step up and it has stuck. At first he let me scritch him and try to feed me but then he realized sister looks kinda like Mom to him and she does all the cool stuff involving food and drinks.
I have usually had one bird at a time but we have rescued wild birds and raised them or kept them till they were ready to be released and it's always something when even a house finch decides your trust worthy and loves you back. He has won you over so you now have another family member and he will be a loyal friend for the rest of his life