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I don't know why I didn't bother looking in his cage for so long. I heard him tweeting, I saw him playing throughout the day and I guess I thought everything was fine. But it wasn't..Why didn't I just look in his cage? I had 3 birds. 2 days ago I changed their food and water like always. My 2 eldest birds get their water first because it's in a tube and it's easy for me to spill. Binky's water is in a dish so I don't have to worry about spilling it as much. A hundred times I've set that dish down in front of the cage to put the tube in the other cage first and then I would pick up the dish and put it in afterwards. Somehow I forgot this time. For 2 days I was too busy with human life. I was too busy to play with my birds, I had my mind on other things. I assumed in all this time they had enough food, they had enough water, they had enough treats..but Binky didn't. I cover them every night and wake them up every morning and it took me until this morning to notice something horrifying. I had forgot to put the water in. It was just sitting there untouched right out of reach of the cage. I put it in and Binky rushed to get a drink. I watched him gulp and gulp but that was my second mistake. I sat there in the shock of my neglegance and watched him drink. He looked like he was recovering fast, I was so relieved. It occurred to me much to late that such an intake of water would cause hyponatremia. I took him in my hands as he started to aspirate and I knew in that moment that he wasn't going to make it. Within minutes he seized and stopped breathing. I tried to give him CPR but with the small body and rapid heartbeat of a Parrotlet there wasn't any success in it. He was already gone, dead because I didn't bother to check his cage for too long. Now I'm considering giving up being a bird mom all together. I couldn't bare for my irresponsible behavior to hurt my other 2 babies. Fly High Binky, I'm sorry I forgot about you.