Oh, Jenny, I am soooo sorry. I've been thinking about him but didn't want to ask since you weren't updating. Guess I reckoned it wasn't good news. You did a wonderful job with him when times were better, and nobody could have done more when times got tough. He was beautiful. And now he's free, without pain, and flying with wings high. I just can't tell you how deeply I feel your loss.
Take care of yourself, and let the love of the rest of your flock help to heal you.