I'm so so sorry for your loss. I also lost my baby boy Cecil a few months ago and it truly is one of the worst things in life to go through. It's been 6 months and I still struggle with his loss and breakdown everyday as I'm sure many in this community do.
All I know is that knowing that there are others out there that have loved and lost their babies as much as you loved Tina, and who are here for you to talk to is what has helped me the most. I'm so grateful for this community.
What
@April wrote earlier resonated with me so much and I'm sure many feel the same way.
"She was everything to me and when she died I lost a part of my soul and I won't be whole again until I see her at the rainbow Bridge someday."
I remember when you lost your sweet Cecil and how terrible I felt for you because your grief was exactly how I felt when I lost Nala.