PacificPaulie
Walking the driveway
- Joined
- 4/7/19
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- Real Name
- Meagan
Hi everyone,
It is with heavy pieces of a broken heart that I must share that Paulie has flown on to birdie heaven.
Please don't ask what happened because the fact is I truly don't know. My husband and I left for our personal training appointment and when we came home Paulie was dead.
The last vet appointment we had I had brought up some concerns regarding Paulie's behavior and stool so we ran some tests and everything came back normal. The vet gave me some medicine to help a "minor" abnormality in the sounds of Paulie's lungs and Paulie perked up but still wasn't quite right. I was saving up my money to take him to the only specialist within driving distance of my location but seems like I just ran out of time...
I am devastated and exhausted. Please, I don't have the emotional energy to contemplate all the what ifs, should haves, and all the other things grief has us contemplate (and I've already berated myself enough). Just send us some loving thoughts as we come to terms to living in a quiet house again.
Fly on Paulie. I hope you find plenty of Dr. Suess themed activities in birdie heaven...I know how much you loved him.
It is with heavy pieces of a broken heart that I must share that Paulie has flown on to birdie heaven.
Please don't ask what happened because the fact is I truly don't know. My husband and I left for our personal training appointment and when we came home Paulie was dead.
The last vet appointment we had I had brought up some concerns regarding Paulie's behavior and stool so we ran some tests and everything came back normal. The vet gave me some medicine to help a "minor" abnormality in the sounds of Paulie's lungs and Paulie perked up but still wasn't quite right. I was saving up my money to take him to the only specialist within driving distance of my location but seems like I just ran out of time...
I am devastated and exhausted. Please, I don't have the emotional energy to contemplate all the what ifs, should haves, and all the other things grief has us contemplate (and I've already berated myself enough). Just send us some loving thoughts as we come to terms to living in a quiet house again.
Fly on Paulie. I hope you find plenty of Dr. Suess themed activities in birdie heaven...I know how much you loved him.
