We were driving to the vet at the time! She didnt hardly last another hour and it was a good 3 hours to the vet! I tried. I am not a bad pet owner. I found an avian vet closer but guess what they were closed! I dont mean to sound rude but it really hurts me when people act like I dont try my best especially to save something. Heck just last week I found a stray cat and tried to save it. I had it three days and fell in love. I took it to the vet and turns out it had tumors in its mouth and couldnt eat. We had to put it down but at least I gave it a good last three days. At least I tried unlike its owner who threw it onto an interstate to die. I am compassionate and I fight hard but sometimes what I do just isnt enough and I know that atleast ME AND MY FAMILY can feel good about what we did because we tried. I have been told time and time again that I havent done enough and however much I thank everyone who helped me I just cant believe that somebody would tell me I shouldve done this and then a beautiful creature wouldnt have died because I did try to do that. Especially so soon after I finally stopped crying. I felt completely guilty and my mother stayed up with me far past midnight trying to stop me from crying. Trying to get me sleep even though she knew I wouldnt. Even though she knew that I would sit in my bedroom wishing I could have done more so if you will please excuse me I have to go try to stop feeling guilty. Thank You so much. P.S I know I probably sound rude and spoiled which I try not to be but these comments hurt me more than you might understand. I loved my Luna Belle and now shes gone.
