So I had 2 birds one of which got 2 years with me whose name was koko.They were very naughty and all my house use to get dirty and they tore all the wallpaper which was acceptable but koko used to hurt one female bird and made her bled it got difficult for me to take care and keep an eye all the time also my mom uses to scream on them and on me so yesterday I got really angry and in hurry I got rid of 2 naughty birds including koko and left only 2 with me, now I feel like crying I miss koko he used to sit on my hand and play, made noices all the time and my dad loved it I miss him so much I went back to take him but someone took him i cannot find their number even. What do I do. I feel like crying over it all day. I feel what if someone is hurting him what if he flew away because he was very fond of flying, what if they don't get him out, what if he's happy, what if he is cold. I just think about him and feeling really depressed I miss him so much. What do I do. It feels like after breakup. Please suggest me something and help me