I understand that this could be a huge childish thing..which I hope it is.....
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Do you randomly bite your parents causing your parents to go to the Emergency room?? Scream all the time, like when your parents are on the phone or during a movie? Bite your parents hand when they hand you a treat? Throw a HUGE temper tantrum if you dont get what you want? Do you throw food on the walls and floor? Do you poop in random places? Do you actively go on a seek and destroy mission and damage furniture and want to HARM other pets in the house? These and so much more are COMMON cockatoo traits. Most BIRD people cannot even handle a cockatoos natural behavior. Your just a kid, so young, why do you think you can handle all of this when most people cant?
I, when I was a youngen, wanted a cockatoo. I have wanted one since I was 4! And I am so glad I didnt get one when I was just starting my teenage years and just hitting puberty and hormones.
Edit: sorry didnt see your post