Help me. Somebody please, help me.
This is a long read, but I'm desperate for some advice, or at the very least, a little emotional support. Please read.
I have 2 golden conures that have literally everything any bird could ever want.
They have:
They won’t stop. They won’t stop. It’s all day. It’s all day. Every second of every day. It never stops….
On top of that….they PLUCK, they BARBER, they chew their feet raw, they SCREAM and SCREAM and SCREAM, and I have given them EVERYTHING.
And yes, I will emphasize that they are HEALTHY. Blood works, labs, skin cultures, poop cultures, all negative. All clean.
I don’t know what else to do, I feel like I’ve put my entire soul into giving them the best possible life they could ever have and they are utterly MISERABLE. They are the most miserable animals on this planet. Seriously. I feel like there are circus animals that are more content with their lives than my birds. I’m not even joking.
AM I MISSING SOMETHING?
I love them with all my heart. I adore them with every fiber of my being. I can’t stop crying because despite everything I’ve done, they are so, so, so unhappy…. Where did I go wrong?? I don’t even have the money to be throwing at the situation like I have been, but I do it anyways, I find a way to do it because I love them, and I brought them into my life, so I owe it to them to make their world amazing.
Other things I’ve tried include:
Is there something I’m missing?? Is there some obvious thing someone can recognize that I’ve left out??
Rehoming them is not an option. I refuse. I love them way too much. But my heart is broken because I have so intensely failed them after trying so, SO, SO hard to make them happy.
I’ve had them for roughly 8 years. They have gotten worse and worse every year. The worse they get, the more we did: expanded their areas to an entire room, buy more toys, build the aviary. They have SO MUCH, and they are only worse. Worse and worse and worse.
When they scream, we DO NOT go into their room. We wait until 30 seconds of silence or “good” sounds to enter their room and praise them. But now there is NEVER 30 seconds of silence, there are HARDLY ANY “good sounds”. The screaming is so constant, we do not have a window. We could be standing outside their room waiting for 30 minutes and never get even 10 seconds of a window of silence or “good” sounds to go in.
Please, someone at least tell me that I’m doing everything right. Even if you don’t have advice to offer, I could really use some sort of support.
And, please, be nice. Do not bully me. I have nothing but pure love for my birds. The last thing I need is some entitled bird owner who thinks they are an avian specialist just because they have a cockatoo that doesn’t pluck itself telling me how much I suck at being a bird owner and should rehome my birds. Rehoming is not an option, and it would be hard to find a home that has even more space and love and stimuli for them than we provide for them.
Thank you for anyone who took the time to read all this.
Sincerely,
Sam and Mia's momma
This is a long read, but I'm desperate for some advice, or at the very least, a little emotional support. Please read.
I have 2 golden conures that have literally everything any bird could ever want.
They have:
- An entire ROOM in my house with toys hanging from the ceiling. Their cages are in there but the cage doors are always open, so they have free range in that room, can go in and out of their cages, or hang out on some suspended perches or swings. The window in this room overlooks the backyard.
- A WALK-IN AVIARY in my back yard that gets both full sunlight and plenty of shade. Let me emphasize the WALK-IN part because this thing is massive, and FULL of toys and perches.
- Harrisons high potency coarse every day + fresh veggies and healthy cooked grains every other day that I “spice” with plant-based nutritional powder for birds. They also get occasional fresh fruits.
- A huge variety of foraging toys with different nuts, dried fruits, and nutriberries to forage for.
- VERY LIMITED seed. Only as special treats, but usually coated with red palm oil and dusted with more nutritional powder, AND they have to forage for it.
- Freshly baked birdy bread always stocked in my freezer
- A full spectrum bulb on a timer
- TONS of toys of ALL kinds
- All their toys and perches get rearranged every few weeks!!!! Its an entire day’s work to do it but we do it!!!
- Fully vetted check-up with clean bills of health, literally fully vetted. Negative for everything.
- A ton of love and affection. They are literally my life.
They won’t stop. They won’t stop. It’s all day. It’s all day. Every second of every day. It never stops….
On top of that….they PLUCK, they BARBER, they chew their feet raw, they SCREAM and SCREAM and SCREAM, and I have given them EVERYTHING.
And yes, I will emphasize that they are HEALTHY. Blood works, labs, skin cultures, poop cultures, all negative. All clean.
I don’t know what else to do, I feel like I’ve put my entire soul into giving them the best possible life they could ever have and they are utterly MISERABLE. They are the most miserable animals on this planet. Seriously. I feel like there are circus animals that are more content with their lives than my birds. I’m not even joking.
AM I MISSING SOMETHING?
I love them with all my heart. I adore them with every fiber of my being. I can’t stop crying because despite everything I’ve done, they are so, so, so unhappy…. Where did I go wrong?? I don’t even have the money to be throwing at the situation like I have been, but I do it anyways, I find a way to do it because I love them, and I brought them into my life, so I owe it to them to make their world amazing.
Other things I’ve tried include:
- CBD
- natural calming tea extracts and oils for birds
- Avicalm
- I’ve even tried Gabapentin
Is there something I’m missing?? Is there some obvious thing someone can recognize that I’ve left out??
Rehoming them is not an option. I refuse. I love them way too much. But my heart is broken because I have so intensely failed them after trying so, SO, SO hard to make them happy.
I’ve had them for roughly 8 years. They have gotten worse and worse every year. The worse they get, the more we did: expanded their areas to an entire room, buy more toys, build the aviary. They have SO MUCH, and they are only worse. Worse and worse and worse.
When they scream, we DO NOT go into their room. We wait until 30 seconds of silence or “good” sounds to enter their room and praise them. But now there is NEVER 30 seconds of silence, there are HARDLY ANY “good sounds”. The screaming is so constant, we do not have a window. We could be standing outside their room waiting for 30 minutes and never get even 10 seconds of a window of silence or “good” sounds to go in.
Please, someone at least tell me that I’m doing everything right. Even if you don’t have advice to offer, I could really use some sort of support.
And, please, be nice. Do not bully me. I have nothing but pure love for my birds. The last thing I need is some entitled bird owner who thinks they are an avian specialist just because they have a cockatoo that doesn’t pluck itself telling me how much I suck at being a bird owner and should rehome my birds. Rehoming is not an option, and it would be hard to find a home that has even more space and love and stimuli for them than we provide for them.
Thank you for anyone who took the time to read all this.
Sincerely,
Sam and Mia's momma