Very sorry for your loss. I lost my English budgie yesterday, and I've been bawling my eyes out, too. At least Peaches died in your home and with familiar surroundings. I was watching a video about a year ago that some woman with a lot of birds made. She mentioned that although it is so sad when a bird passes, we can often learn from it, i.e., accidents that can happen, how we should have been responsive sooner to certain signs, how we fed our bird the wrong food, and the list goes on. Learning these things won't bring back our bird, but it supplies us with extra knowledge that might help us in the future with new birds we might get. One thing we should all do when we get a new bird is to take it to an avian vet and get it checked out ASAP. Also, we can do a lot for the birds we currently have by just giving them adequate size cages, keeping their cages clean, cleaning and refilling their food and water dishes daily, feeding them a healthy diet, letting them out of their cages daily, giving them plenty of love and attention, and giving them toys to play with. We are their caretakers, and they are depending on us. I believe birds feel the love we have for them, so rest assured that Peaches knew you loved her. I had a necropsy done before on one of the birds I had that died years ago. I found out it had heart disease, and I began wondering if I had let it out of its cage often enough and if I had fed it enough vegetables. Sometimes our birds die, and it's not from anything we have really done wrong.