Oh, Susan - my heart goes out to you, and my prayers are with you and your entire family. You have been through so much over the past couple of years. You give so much to everyone - your family, extended family, and the companions in your care. I know there is nothing that will ease the pain at such a devastating time. Hang in there best you can, honey, a day at a time and one foot in front of the next. I know you will always miss Chatters - such a beautiful little boy. I'm glad you have many wonderful memories and pictures; they will bring tremendous comfort in time when the heaviness begins to lift. In the meantime, virtual hug - I wish I could do more.