Thank you all so much for your hugs and kind words...yes, I do believe Hawkster felt safe and knew he was loved. He was never very affectionate and it was hard the last few weeks not being able to hold and comfort him...probably more for me than him! I'm glad I was finally able to do that when it mattered most. Hawkster had an amazing friendship with our lovie, Little Green Monster, who passed on almost 3 years ago. I know they're together again getting into some mischief. I have a short video on facebook of the two of them that will always bring a smile to my face. I shared it publicly so if you search Elaine Gagnon, you should be able to see it on my wall.