If you had asked me how I imagined our future together would be, it would of been full of so many more memories. It would of been us together for many more years.
It’s only been 3 days without you, and it still doesn’t feel real. I wake up without your breakfast call and wonder, what I could of possibly done differently? Did I miss something?
I can only hope you knew, even though I could only see you through the hospital incubator, that all I wished to do was hold you close. I wish I would of told you I love you a thousand times over that day.
Grief never goes away. And it clouds us over with hurt and confusion. But deep in my heart, I know you knew how much I loved you. And I’m so thankful I had almost 6 incredible years with you, even though I wish it was so many more.
I’m trying to remind myself I did everything I could. That these things can just happen no matter what we do. But it’s a day by day thing.
For now I’m holding your big sister Mimi close and trying to remember you with a smile instead of tears.
Thank you guys for being so supportive while she was in the hospital last week after her seizure. And thank you AA for listening to her crazy conure antics over the years and sharing in her amazing life. Here’s some of my favorite pictures of my baby girl.
It’s only been 3 days without you, and it still doesn’t feel real. I wake up without your breakfast call and wonder, what I could of possibly done differently? Did I miss something?
I can only hope you knew, even though I could only see you through the hospital incubator, that all I wished to do was hold you close. I wish I would of told you I love you a thousand times over that day.
Grief never goes away. And it clouds us over with hurt and confusion. But deep in my heart, I know you knew how much I loved you. And I’m so thankful I had almost 6 incredible years with you, even though I wish it was so many more.
I’m trying to remind myself I did everything I could. That these things can just happen no matter what we do. But it’s a day by day thing.
For now I’m holding your big sister Mimi close and trying to remember you with a smile instead of tears.
Thank you guys for being so supportive while she was in the hospital last week after her seizure. And thank you AA for listening to her crazy conure antics over the years and sharing in her amazing life. Here’s some of my favorite pictures of my baby girl.