Tima
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- Joined
- 3/27/20
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- 33
Hello everyone,
Two days ago, i lost the biggest love of my life. I had a beautiful baby GCC, 1 and 1/2 years old. He died of an accident at night while we were all sleeping. I havent been well at all. He was more than a friend, he was everything. Since the min I wake up to the min I go to sleep. I have been fluctuating between denial , extreme and unbearable pain, and acceptance and cherishing my little love. When I got him, as I have with my other pets, I had the gut feeling that he was the one. I didnt know much about birds, but all I know is that he taught me everything, he even taught me what love is. It feels unbelievably painful that all of a sudden during the day, u realize that Fruitti is not here. Do u guys know this feeling ? It squeezes my heart out. He used to be the center of attention , i thought we will spend a lifetime together, so it s just painful that the story finished now. I cant believe it. I m looking for some kind support plz
Two days ago, i lost the biggest love of my life. I had a beautiful baby GCC, 1 and 1/2 years old. He died of an accident at night while we were all sleeping. I havent been well at all. He was more than a friend, he was everything. Since the min I wake up to the min I go to sleep. I have been fluctuating between denial , extreme and unbearable pain, and acceptance and cherishing my little love. When I got him, as I have with my other pets, I had the gut feeling that he was the one. I didnt know much about birds, but all I know is that he taught me everything, he even taught me what love is. It feels unbelievably painful that all of a sudden during the day, u realize that Fruitti is not here. Do u guys know this feeling ? It squeezes my heart out. He used to be the center of attention , i thought we will spend a lifetime together, so it s just painful that the story finished now. I cant believe it. I m looking for some kind support plz