Hello. I am writing my thoughts down again...sorry. My beautiful Amazon parrot was killed by my dog (see previous thread) I wasn't there when he passed. I still have crying everyday...gut wrenching thoughts of him being in pain etc....and I miss him terribly. I am buying a Senegal parrot tomorrow...in a bad way..he is alone in an aviary. He virtually has no feathers left...I am going to give him a loving home. I still feel however that my yearning for Mr Jingles and the thoughts of him suffering at the end will never ever cease. Is there anyone out there who have lost a pet/parrot in similar circumstances who can tell me if this agony ever stops. Thank you all for your support...it has got me through the last 3 months.