What's the point of being in AA when you are alone?

[PufF]

Took me a few days to overcome this.Remember the post in Budgie Boulevard,'Clip?'?The last post was me going out to jog at the stadium a 10min drive away.Took me about two hours to get back to my apartment which was a heap of ashes.Not that I saw that first.It was the fire engines that first caught my attention.Considering the newly-wired fan,my mind fell to the worst.And I had to be right...
Not cool mate,not cool.Both Umbrella and Crown told me that they would be with me forever (I asked,they replied) and considering their lifespan,that was what I expected.A pile of ashes and bones was not my idea of being together forever.I need them to come back!
When I was 12,I was diagnosed with depression,which was,at that time,not the best news.They brought me out of that.And now I'm probably going back...Damn.I probably shouldn't be sharing this in the first place.Anyways this is the fourth time I'm typing this out during the period of an hour,the original copy was much longer.
Nevermind,eh.

 

[Tazlima]

My heart aches for you.

Nothing I can say will be able to make this even remotely better, but if you need someone to listen, we're here for you. You're not alone. Hugs.

 

[Yoshi&Raphi]

Depression is a horrible place . We are here for you and we always will be .

 

[simon777]

Please please you need to go somewhere there are animals preferably birds.
A zoo or other place you can sit near birds or even other animals.
Find someone who will listen to you talk. You need to talk to a person face to face NOW.
I have no idea what services are available in Singapore.
You are a prime candidate for doing something drastic now. DON'T.
The sound of water can also be soothing, a beach, a waterfall, a foundation.
Please please don't go through this alone. Is there any family that you can go to?

 

[BeanieofJustice]

I’m so sorry... That’s just devastating...
You still have friends here who will help you by being there in the coming days.
Do you have family or friends that are close by that can help you?

 

[Dona]

Oh my God Sam, I'm so terribly sorry

 

[simon777]

The old fashioned standbys for a good listener are - an old fashioned bartender in a quite bar or a pros...
They are both known for their good listening abilities.

 

[webchirp]

I am so very sorry

 

[TikkiTembo]

How devastating...We are all here for you, you're not alone! Please find a person you trust who can listen to you. You matter and are an important part of this world, even when you feel insignificant. Your birds knew how much you loved them. Sending love...

 

[Mizzely]

Omg I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine how you feel.

 

[simon777]

We're all good listeners!

How can a person listen when they cannot hear the words and see the body language.
The art of being a good listener is rare to find nowadays.
A good listener just listens and doesn't give advice unless asked for.

 

[Alien J]

So truly sorry for your loss.

 

[Nobirby]

Sweetie, I know no bird could replace them in your heart, but if you can, find another bird, or two. You sound like someone who a bird deserves! I lost two in the past nine months. I adopted two more, to make a total of three. My depression can creep up on me, but they scare it away eith their love. Praying for you.

 

[Sarahmoluccan]

I'm so heartbroken for your loss. It's devastating to lose both your birds in such a tragic way. I'm so sorry for your loss

 

[sunnysmom]

I'm so, so sorry.

 

[12345678910112]

I'm so sorry for your loss . It's very extremely hard to lose your feathered companions, especially when you never expect it. But they are now in a place better than this world.

 

[ncGreyBirdLady]

 

[rockoko]

Oh gosh, I’m so sorry

 

[zoo mom]

I am so sorry.

 

[Cat The Great]

I am so sorry for your losses.