Hi everyone. We so touched by everyone's well wishes, thank you.
We are having a Necropsy and ancillary lab work done, because I want to know for sure that it wasn't some illness. Dr. Wexler is doing it and calling some time later today or tomorrow I think. He did say he felt it is most likely that Smokey was an older bird then we had thought, based on last months exam he was in good health and nothing came back unusual in his CBC/gram stain. We had a new exam done because this was a new avian vet, and we had a new baby coming into our family, so I wanted to be sure everything was OK.
We will have his remains cremated and returned to us. I keep alternating between crying a river and then pulling it together and trying to go about my day, and then someone will call, ask me "hey, why dont I hear your bird in the back ground?" and I break down all over again. he really was my constant companion
His empty cage is too hard to look at so I cant even go in the living room without bawling all over again.