My beautiful, sweet, brave little girl, I love you so much, the house feels so empty without you here. The space on my shoulder and the spot underneath my neck feels so cold. I feel so alone. I miss you so much. I miss your messy face after breakfast, I miss the warm weight of you tucked underneath my chin, I miss the way you'd lie in the palm of my hand like there was no other place you'd rather be. I miss your funny little dance that we would do together, your little frog croak when I brought you food, your big, kind eyes, the way you'd dive into my hair and hide in the blankets and my hand, the way your little face would light up when I gave you a feather or a piece of paper towel to play with. Those were your favorite toys in the whole world.
I never met a bird as gentle and sweet as you. You never pooped on me even once in your five years, you never bit anyone in your entire life, never bit me, even when I had to hold you down five times a day for medication, when I had to shove a metal tube down your throat, even when I stuck you with sharp needles and shoved syringes in your face, you just lied there so relaxed and forgiving. All you wanted to do afterwards was curl up against my cheek and preen my face softly. Even when you were mad or angry at Tica or the blue towel you hate, you would always pause and make sure that you didn't hurt me. You were full of nothing but trust and love.
Every moment with you was a gift. I am so sorry. I was so lucky to have you, and I wonder sometimes what I did to deserve such a beautiful, kind soul like you.
There's a hole in my heart where you used to be. It hurts so much.
Rest in peace my brave little girl, you have my whole heart. I will see you again one day. I love you, forever and always
6/14/13 - 11/14/18
I never met a bird as gentle and sweet as you. You never pooped on me even once in your five years, you never bit anyone in your entire life, never bit me, even when I had to hold you down five times a day for medication, when I had to shove a metal tube down your throat, even when I stuck you with sharp needles and shoved syringes in your face, you just lied there so relaxed and forgiving. All you wanted to do afterwards was curl up against my cheek and preen my face softly. Even when you were mad or angry at Tica or the blue towel you hate, you would always pause and make sure that you didn't hurt me. You were full of nothing but trust and love.
Every moment with you was a gift. I am so sorry. I was so lucky to have you, and I wonder sometimes what I did to deserve such a beautiful, kind soul like you.
There's a hole in my heart where you used to be. It hurts so much.
Rest in peace my brave little girl, you have my whole heart. I will see you again one day. I love you, forever and always
6/14/13 - 11/14/18