Marina Engan
Walking the driveway
A while ago we were a few who talked about clipping the wings(it is forbidden in Sweden ... but with some exceptions, the law doesn't bite so to speak ...)
Here in Spain it is common to clip the wings. Some of mine are clipped, but not all.
As Carmensa e.g. I placed her in the big cage outdoors, with a mate and a nest-box. Because she was goig to be in the cage for quite a while, it seemed unnecessary to clip her wings at the moment ...
I have suffered from sleep deprivation for many years, but the last 14 days it has been extreme. I'm awake 40-50 hours, then I sleep restlessly for about 3 hours. The result is that my brain doesn't function. I don't know what I did just a moment ago...
I have forgotten that I had something boiling in the kitchen ... I didn't discovered it until a horrible stench filled the house. If I had gone out my house could have started to burn ...
I do believe that I have left the largest cage outside without closing one door properly, when I was giving them food and water ...
I went inside and stayed inside for a few hours ... then I went out to see to the birds ... And to my horror I saw that Carmensa have managed to get out ... she flied up toward the clear blue sky and became a small dot before she disappeared totally.
And there was nothing I could do! So helpless... hopeless...
My beautiful, wonderful Carmensa
If I had clipped her wings, this would not have happened.
She and Ramón would have started a family and I would have experienced new chicks, different mutations and variants ... Would have seen them grow up. Learnt something new every day with them. Cuddled with them so they had become very tame ... As my Anastacia ... Now there wont be anything and even though I have 17 cockatiels and four lovely chicks, I still miss her so much!!
What has happened to her out there ?? Does she even stand a chance??
So, when it comes to the debate on clipping the wings, I stand firmer than ever in my opinion.
It is better to clip the wings of the birds and let them be free in the house from morning till evening, instead of letting them sit in their cages almost the whole day.
My Carmensa is still gone ...
Sure; it was probably me who failed her if I forgot to close the door properly.
It is not just that it was Carmensa ... but it was a female. I already had a deficit of females, so now I cannot start my breeding as I had planned ...
I wish it was April 1 today so that I later would be able to say; Got you!
But it's so bloody damn true!
My little girl is gone!