luckym
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- 8/24/16
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It's been months since Muse passed away, but I still find myself crying.
I adopted him after my first bird passed away just after a week of having him. I knew that I would be able to heal Muse and he would be able to heal me. He was kept alone in the back of the store without any attention, and he had massive anxiety and was painfully shy. I was suffering from anxiety as well, and I was devastated and shocked due to the sudden passing of my first bird that I had only had for a week.
Muse and I healed each other, and eventually I adopted another lovebird and then Muse and Meredith became the best of friends.
It was my fault that Muse passed away. I wasn't watching him as closely as I usually do, and he got himself hurt. He was in pain and there was no way that the vet could've fixed him, so he was put to sleep.
I regret it every night, and I still feel like I should've pushed to find something to heal him.
I owed it to him. It wasn't fair that I just gave up on him. I owed it to him and his partner, and I let him slip through my fingertips.
I can't stop blaming myself and I miss him so much..
I adopted him after my first bird passed away just after a week of having him. I knew that I would be able to heal Muse and he would be able to heal me. He was kept alone in the back of the store without any attention, and he had massive anxiety and was painfully shy. I was suffering from anxiety as well, and I was devastated and shocked due to the sudden passing of my first bird that I had only had for a week.
Muse and I healed each other, and eventually I adopted another lovebird and then Muse and Meredith became the best of friends.
It was my fault that Muse passed away. I wasn't watching him as closely as I usually do, and he got himself hurt. He was in pain and there was no way that the vet could've fixed him, so he was put to sleep.
I regret it every night, and I still feel like I should've pushed to find something to heal him.
I owed it to him. It wasn't fair that I just gave up on him. I owed it to him and his partner, and I let him slip through my fingertips.
I can't stop blaming myself and I miss him so much..
