I am also very sorry! My birds are yelling at me to come take care of them! I saw your post and tears filled my eyes and I had to try and figure out how to find your earlier messages about Lucky Lou. Finally, I figured out how to do that! OMG what a sad story! There is a special place in heaven for you! Everyone here is so kind, and it is wonderful to be able to share the good and bad experiences that come with loving birds! Life gets busy, and I will go days without checking this site. Every single time I login I have to drag myself away from my computer, because there is so much to learn here! Thank you all!