I want to thank you for all of your kind wishes. Any of us would most probably do the same thing. Take in a helpless baby and do what we can to help the little one. As for Ciel thank you @peppermint for taking him in and not giving up on him. Spee arrived about 6 mos after I lost a very very beloved feathered family member and I was not in a good place. Finding him and caring for him helped me get through this.