Thanks guys, it's almost time. Two hours, she is on my lap now and Im holding her crying. It's so hard to let go but it's been coming for a long time. Every time I open that door I think she will be dead. That is no way for us to live. She will be at peace soon. My mom is taking me, she's sad about Candy too. She visits all my chins. I've had them years and years. I cleaned out her cage this morning and my dad is coming over to help break it down so I don't have to look at an empty cage. That is what gets to me. You forget and then it hits you like a ton of bricks.