I think he knew. He loved you so much, and I know how much it hurts right now, but later you will always be happy for that.I can't help but think that he knew he didn't have much more time, and all he wanted to do was express his love for us and to just be with us and seek comfort for us.
You really did everything you could and was also giving him the best end he could ever dream of.Buckbeak spent his last moments in his favorite spot - on my fiance's shoulder. When he was took weak to perch by himself, I held him. He died in my hand while my fiance whistled to him.
I know it. I feel so, immensely grateful to have him. He loved Buckbeak just as much as I did - Buckbeak was our baby.oh...you have a good man there.
I know exactly what you mean. As he was dying, I knew I just had to be there for him. It was not until after he had passed away that my hands started shaking. And when I cried that night, the feeling came from a very raw place in my chest. It hurts so bad, especially when you think you have more time.When Eloy died, (also in my hands) I was acting calm and tell him over and over again how much I loved him, and meanwhile I kissed him.
When I knew that he was gone, I began to screaming, most of chock, because it did go so fast, and I have planned to have him near at least for 30 more years.
But as long as he was alive I didn't want him to see me like that, he deserved a better end, just the one you gave Buckbeak.
I'm so so sorry for your loss. I will light a candle for him tonight.
And their was no doubt about how much you loved him. And he knew that.
No you are not. But I wish their was more I could do for you then to tell you how sorry I am.It helps knowing that we're not alone.
Every time you wrote about Twilight, I always imagined that he and Buckbeak would be friends. I like to imagine them flocking together in heaven.Fly high little Buckbeak, and say hello to Twilight for me.