Sorry for not updating any sooner!
I spent all week thinking it through and discussing it with my boyfriend, who said he'd be happy for me to get him if it was what I really wanted and he was the right bird for me. We rushed off back to the store this weekend but sadly, he had been sold while I was away thinking it through...
I was initially really upset and had to hold back some tears when they told me because I was so disappointed but the news did come with some silver lining as they passed on the information of the breeder who supplied the macaw to them. I've been in touch with her and she seems like an absolutely lovely lady and said she should have a baby or two later this year or next. She said she would be happy for me to visit her and the babies as much as I'd like so I can play with the babies and her adult birds so I can get more exposure to them as breed. She sounded really nice and I'm really excited about that at least...
I'm still sad I missed out on this little guy. I was sulking all weekend and my boyfriend had to console me with hugs and chocolate. He seemed so beautiful and sweet, but I guess it wasn't meant to be...
I'm really disappointed I waited to go back but, at the same time, I'm glad I thought about it long and hard and talked it through with my boyfriend as now I really feel yellow collared macaws are definitely the bird for me and I'd love to welcome one into our family soon.